That shit hurts, my cousin who was the only one who was there for me when my dad got sick was clean for a couple of years. He was called to testify against one of his friends. The stress made him relapse. We don't know if he did it on purpose or if it was a piece of shit drug dealer, but he shot up pure fentanyl. He died in a grocery store bathroom. The only family contact the police could find was his younger brother's work contact. So he found out his brother had died while he was working, and had to call his parents and tell them their son, his only brother, had died. I went with his younger brother and my wife to the police station to pick up his belongings take evening. While we were waiting for the detective, the responding officer came into the police station and started talking to the female dispatcher about my cousin's scene (describing it in detail that no citizen should have to hear, let alone the family of the deceased), calling him a junkie, this that and the other thing. I've never screamed at a cop so hard in my life. My poor cousin was fucking crushed. Detective was super supportive and furious with the officer and dispatcher and said he would be filing a complaint himself and encouraged us to do the same, we didn't we were just too hurt to deal with added stress. We found out a week later that my Aunt and Uncle (my uncle had had a mental breakdown a few years prior so bad that he was permanently disabled) now had to pay the remainder of my cousins University loan, which was $34,000. This was the third of 5 deaths in my family in a 6 month period and broke me almost as much as my dad. It took me almost 5 years to push through the depression and anxiety, and if it wasn't for my wife and family I wouldn't have made it through.

Please people, stay away from anything hard. Drink in moderation, smoke all the weed you want, and leave it at that. The rest of it is going to ruin your life and your family. I'm a foster parent now, who sees way to many people ruining their lives, and their children's, for drugs.